I used to be a shell

This four day work week from Hell REALLY needs to fucking end. I’m putting myself to bed because I’m not worth being around right now.

*frowny face*

At the office, we are required to change our passwords every 6 mos. I just attempted to login using a password from 2 sessions ago.

WTF.

I’m so tired today…

discodroid:

the world offers little when it comes down to it.  it is often cruel and barren.  as we age this comes as no surprise.  and yet….a chance occurance and the warmth of love, beauty and eloquence can overtake your reality when the radiance of another person gifts your experience.  with sudden force the storm clouds part and sunlight dazzles and bewitches your every breath.  wonderment and joy prevade us.  what deeds have i commited to deserve such delicate, tender and gentle regard and care?

You just described the past year of my life. ;)

I wish everyone knew this feeling.

I love when I wake up from a sexy dream and realize I wasn’t actually dreaming.

Hmmm. Wonder what got into him last night, cuz it was hot.

#&$*#&”$*#!!!!!!

Motherfucking SON OF A MOTHERFUCKING CUNT.

I like to “accidentally” hit the call button on my Microsoft Office Communicator and let random co-workers hear Marilyn Manson blaring on my desktop speakers.

4 out of 5 squeals.

It was VERY creepy. Impressive camera work too. Definitely wasn’t prepared for the ending.

[Shudder]

So yeah, I decided to unfollow a couple people who didn’t appear to be following me back. I’m having trouble keeping up with my dash and I’ve decided I’d really like to save the space for those of you who interact with me or you know, know that I exist.

If by chance I unfollowed *you and you wish for me to undo that, please please drop me a message and let me know.

(*no it wasn’t you seriousfase)

• Just when I thought this day couldn’t turn me into any more of a grouch, 7 comes home in a wicked mood. I swear, if his frown drooped any lower he’d trip over it and bust his face. Of course, then he’d have something legit to whine about.
• Everyone in this house is obsessed with video games. Except me. But I have you guys instead, so it’s all good.
• Work has been a real asshole this week. Every single minute of every single work day has been balls to the wall. I’m sooooo over it.  I even logged in early a few times in an attempt to catch up but all I got out of the deal was an extra cup of coffee and more work.
• My boyfriend’s 15 yr old son moved back in with us this week. I’m really excited. He’s such a good kid. He’s been helping me around the house and offering to cook dinner. He’s a lot like his Dad, he has a great personality and he’s extremely smart and funny. I like having him around.

Why the fuck don’t I immediately snap back at someone when they say something rude to me?

My immediate reaction is to look away and ignore it or make excuses for them or convince myself that I somehow misunderstood.

I’m not sure why I avoid confrontation at all costs. I’m not spineless idiot. I’m just too fucking nice. I need to stop that shit.

• squirrels
• frogs
• toddlers
• toddlers’ snooty mother
• swooping cranes (2 pairs)
• lawnmovers
• huskies
• rottweilers chasing huskies
• drivers that run stop signs twice
• toddlers fighting over scooters
• drivers that don’t understand roundabouts
• plastic shovels
• another squirrel
• hot guys walking their boxer puppeh
• blue jays
• rottweilers on their way home from chasing huskies
• hot guys who are jogging with their boxer puppeh

Okay, the second time I slowed down on purpose, just so I could squawk my parrot horn. The puppeh went bonkers. He laughed.